2006-01-23 8:25 p.m.
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Hello,
Tis I, woman who can't stop thinking about her mother and is going crazy. Well at least I know why I've been struggling so much the last month or so. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I guess I'm expecting to get punished and if I don't I will actually punish myself. Boy am I special.
I don't think therapy was so hard the last time, but the kids were younger and I wasn't servering the relationship with my mother at the time. Turns out my kids are now the age I was when my relationship with mother plummeted to the ground. The older I got the worse it got.
I couldn't sleep last night so I took something and today I'm tired. I think I'm going to bed soon. Maybe I'll actually sleep tonight.
The kitty is laying on my legs. She never lays there. I wonder if she is feeling ok. She's been real friendly lately. She even wants to play more. I keep making little balls out of hershey kiss wrappers. She likes those.
Good Night all.