2011-12-11 8:15 p.m.
No Idea
The old mom I know and love (?) made an appearance. I'm not sure if she was mad at me or mad about the party. It sounded like it was the party, but I know some of the things I was talking about had to be upsetting.
It would be nice if I thought she understood what was going on. I really have no idea. None. I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm in a position of try to figure out if she can afford doing something and I can't even figure that out and I know she can't. I think she has an inflated view of what she is worth and she is making decisions based on that worth. UGH!
Anyway, she is still in there and rude and mean as ever. It makes it all worth it.