2006-11-29 3:07 p.m.
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Hi Guys,
Can I ask you guys to read a couple of notes that I intend to send to my mother to help me determine if I'm being too harsh or just plain crazy? Should I send them?
They are private and I'll take them out of that folder briefly and link to them.
I got another note from her, that I didn't read, but I feel I owe her an explaination. One I keep avoiding for whatever the reason.
This is the first letter
and this is the second (which I wrote a while back and have now rewritten again). It's a bit verbose, but hopefully not too bad.
I'd love any opinion I get. I don't know why I can't handle this myself. I guess I'm worried I'll push her over an edge of some sort. Maybe I'm just nuts. Call me a fruitcake.
Thank you!
Added: In case you don't know the history. I haven't any contact with my mother since Oct of 2005. I've also seen a professional who read a version of the second note and felt I should send it, but I didn't have the guts. She also said she didn't think my note would change anything. My Mother probably wouldn't understand.
The entries are private now. Thank you for your opinions.